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Saturday, September 1, 2007

we REALLY nid to sort things out ... i dun understand u le ... we are drifting apart ... we were good frens last time ... but now , we each really haf to thrash things out wif each other ... we dun understand each other ... u dun understand miie ... remembering my things are not wad i wan u to ... i dun care if u rmb when is my b'dae, wad color specs i wear , wad is my horoscope , wad cca i m in and so on ... i wan u to noe abt my inner self ... my thots and so on ... it doesnt matter even if u forget abt miie ... i wan it to be that : at least u once understand miie .... but u nvr ... wads the point ... u are jux too stubborn ... u r jux ... so so rash in deciding ... u onli tink that u wan miie to understand u but ... did u ever understand miie ? u may tink u did but let miie tell u that ... u r nt understanding miie ... u r jux remembering the obvious stuff abt miie ... u sae u cant accept my explanaions but y ? why cant u ? i jux tink that we two really nid to sit down calmly and talk to each other ...what for u might sae... sort out the things perhaps .... i cant stand it anymore ... especially the fact that u are alwaes hanging miie in suspense and i alwaes feel that u are keeping things from miie ... u may tink i haf no trust in u ... and let miie tell u that its true i cant bring myself to trust u ... u sae that the qn i ask u is too general ... but thats the onli thing i wanna ask u ... i wanna noe wad is ur mind ... u dun wanna answer miie a question but i get ur idea... exactly wad i thot ... u sae u dun noe if sometings i tell u are true or not cux i m different ... to me , i feel that u dun trust miie ...

u are now like a stranger to miie ... i dun understand wad u are talking abt ... perhaps i am a stranger to u too... u dunno wad i am talking abt ... u sae u treat miie differently , in what way ? u sae u are good to miie ... but are u ? u are alwaes the one that hurt miie ... and not jux hurt is hurting miie deeply ... u scarred miie .... u make miie feel that there is nth else i shld live on for in this world ... u make miie feel that its the end of my world ... u made miie feel that my existence is nth ... u brought miie into the air then cruelly let miie drop ... drop into the bottomless pit ... u put miie into despair ... u are cruel ... u are heartless ... u are cold blooded ... u make miie cry ... u make miie depressed ... u make miie lose hope ...

sometimes , i tell u hw i feel but the onli question u ask is : "why?" ... now that we have sort things out perhaps i nvr want to talk to u le ... perhaps i nvr gonna ask u out again le ... perhaps we will nvr meet again ... perhaps... suan le ... i have no hope le ... totally no hope ... i have lost a fren hu had now become a total stranger ! we were frens .... that was the past ... from this moment we have gt nothing to do wif each other ...

i am hurt again ... it has cut deeply into my heart ... here's another scar and unhealed wound ... when this wound is healed , all the others will be too ... even if they are healed , scars will be left behind ... if there is another cut or wound , my heart will fall apart ... its true ... my hope now : nvr to be hurt again ...

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SHE is usually the best at everything ... SHE strives for perfection. SHE is confident, authoritative, and aggressive. SHE has the classic "Type A" personality. SHE is very intuitive and wise. SHE understands the world better than most people. SHE also has a very active imagination. SHE often gets carried away with HER thoughts. SHE is prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. SHE sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. SHE is deeply philosophical and thoughtful. SHE tends to analyze every aspect of HER life. SHE is intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. SHE values HER time alone. Often times, SHE is grumpy with other people. SHE doesn't appreciate them trying to interfere in HER affairs. SHE is incredibly sensual. SHE has a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. SHE has an unquenchable desire. And SHE is unrestrained in HER passions. SHE has a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether SHE fight it or give in to it is up to HER. SHE tends to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get HER excited... which can be a good or bad thing. SHE has a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. SHE doesn't stick with any one thing for very long. SHE has the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. HER biggest problem is making sure SHE finish the projects SHE starts. SHE is a free spirit, and SHE resents anyone who tries to fence HER in. SHE is unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. SHE may miss out by not settling down, but SHE is too busy having fun to care.

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